Time really flies so fast! 3 more months and 2010 will bid Goodbye and we'll say Hello to 2011!
Honestly speaking, I'm a bit disappointed with myself because another year will pass again and still I'm here. Hoping, wishing and afraid to try. I promise to myself that next year, I will try my very best to search for myself-- search for what I really want in my life and pursue it regardless of anything. This is my life and I'm not a kid anymore that I should always depend on my parents every time I decide for what I want. This time, I should act. I want to be happy and I'll search for it, pursue it and chase it!
I know the journey will take me long but I will just enjoy every opportunity that will come by. I always believe that God has lots of surprises that's in store for me. I'm excited to open it and seize the feeling when I have it. I don't like my job. I don't enjoy it. The reason that I only cling to it is just because I don't have any replacement for the moment. I tried to look for others but I failed. There's a reason I think but next year I will try to look for something that I will really enjoy doing! I hope I can find one. Pray for me. I want to grow up! I want to be independent! I want to be happy! I want to be contented! I want to feel complete! I'm going to be 24 and I should think of my future and be responsible for it!
All I can say is that, "Hey Germaine, I know you can do it! Remember what I wrote you, Go out of your comfort zone because I know you can do more than what you have done before! Just keep the faith! Be positive! Every thing will be okay! Good luck".
Honestly speaking, I'm a bit disappointed with myself because another year will pass again and still I'm here. Hoping, wishing and afraid to try. I promise to myself that next year, I will try my very best to search for myself-- search for what I really want in my life and pursue it regardless of anything. This is my life and I'm not a kid anymore that I should always depend on my parents every time I decide for what I want. This time, I should act. I want to be happy and I'll search for it, pursue it and chase it!
I know the journey will take me long but I will just enjoy every opportunity that will come by. I always believe that God has lots of surprises that's in store for me. I'm excited to open it and seize the feeling when I have it. I don't like my job. I don't enjoy it. The reason that I only cling to it is just because I don't have any replacement for the moment. I tried to look for others but I failed. There's a reason I think but next year I will try to look for something that I will really enjoy doing! I hope I can find one. Pray for me. I want to grow up! I want to be independent! I want to be happy! I want to be contented! I want to feel complete! I'm going to be 24 and I should think of my future and be responsible for it!
All I can say is that, "Hey Germaine, I know you can do it! Remember what I wrote you, Go out of your comfort zone because I know you can do more than what you have done before! Just keep the faith! Be positive! Every thing will be okay! Good luck".
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