People may see me as a jolly person. I used to laugh and joke around with them. I am the one who listens to their problems, comfort them when they needed it. But me I used to keep my problems by myself cos I don't want to be a burden to them. They do not know that I'm also fighting a battle. You know deep in you, you have problems of your own that you need to face but you have to be tough and look as if nothing happened to be able to give strength to people around you. That's the story of my life!
When I'm having conversation with God, I always say that I'm grateful and blessed that He trust me a lot that He gave me struggles to become a much better and stronger individual. Through them, it drives me closer to Him.
God, you know how I feel at this moment. It's hard to cry at night wishing and praying that everything will be alright. I love my Dad. I love my Mom. It hurts to see them struggling and I'm afraid to see them going apart. I know how much my Mom fought to save their marriage. But I think my Dad doesn't appreciate and see all our efforts. But I believe everything happens for a reason.
This kind of problem doesn't happen only in our family. I know many couples are encountering also this kind of dilemma. I entrust everything to you God. I know your plans are greater than ours. Better days will come soon! :)
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