do you have a boyfriend yet?

a single girl’s most feared question…

…Yeah, sometimes it gets lonely, but I live for the hope that someday I’ll fall in love and it’ll be perfect.

Whatever comes my way I'm okay with it..

I know I’m right where I belong
But sometimes when I’m not that strong…
I Wish I’d done a little bit more.


… I’m not completely sure of what i want with my life actually, and I still feel that emptiness sometimes but what I know now is that , this life right now is what i want, this is what I decided to be, this life that I’m living right now, the person that I am, the place where I live, the people I am with, and all that is happening in my life right now…this is it! this is what I want with my life. I want to accept it as it is. there maybe something more that I desire or need but i will deal with it everyday, and work for it. i was blinded to look too much about what i want with my life, without realizing that I have so much more to be thankful for, that my life is the life that I want to be. And right now whatever comes my way I am okay with it:)

Living the dream

It been months since I last visited this blog. And there are lots of changes that had happened to me since then and I want to update you guys!

I'm here in Canada now. A dream before and now it become a reality already! I made it here. Thank God for all the blessings you have bestowed upon me. You are really an Awesome God. I've been here for more than a month now. And do you wanna know if I miss the Philippines??? Definitely a big YES! I miss my family and friends there bigtime.

It's been a struggle for me to leave our country and go here to find a better future but I know in God's time, everything will be well in His plan. I've been so dependent with my parents for the longest time and now that I've been away from them, I learned to be independent and make my own decisions which I like because I can say that now I can apply those things and values that they have taught me before and this will help me to be a better individual. I'm so grateful that I have Aunts, Uncles and cousins here who are very supportive and very generous of me. I've been so lucky that I was able to live here in Canada knowing that this is one of the best country in the world to live in.

There will be more challenges that will come my way. I know I can make it. I can reach my goals and make my parents proud! :)

Canada is nice country. Really the best! But nothing beats the fun in the Philippines.

I'll see you soon! :)

This is it!

Honestly, I can't explain how I'm feeling right now. Tomorrow, I'll be leaving this country. I'm leaving my family. And it's a first time to be away! I'm happy because God granted my wish and we've been waiting this for so long. But I'm sad to be away from my loved ones. Ever since the day began, (Hahahaha) I've been dependent to my family. This time, it's gonna be me only. I like the idea that I'll be able to practice now how to be independent and to decide on my own. I'm going to make my dreams a reality sooon!:)

I'm so blessed that I was given a chance to see and work in one of the best country in the world. At first, this gonna be tough but I know I can get through it. Just like what my cousin, Steph, told me, "Ate En its a new adventure not an ending. That's the thing about family, you can always come home! you are gaining another home not losing one!" I'm excited for a new life, new home, new work, new friends, new adventures.

Thank you God! Please guide me on my new endeavor! To God be the Glory!:)

Dearest God,

September ends in a few days! How time really flies so fast. But first, I want to thank you. Thank you for all the blessings you have bestowed upon me and my family each and every day. I'm sorry for the times I've done wrong to others that might offend you. Please help me to be a good child of yours everyday. God, I know many are praying for you every seconds and even though I don't write my prayer or utter it in words you already know what's my desires. God, I'm praying that my visa be granted today. May I receive it before this week ends. God, you know how much I wanted it! It's hard to be away with my family but I'm looking forward to give them the best life that they deserve especially my parents. I have hope and I have faith that you will grant it to me. Thank you in advance my dearest Lord! :)

#onlyinthephilippines

Despite of the not-so-good news that we heard on the radio and seen on the television everyday, I think we deserve to laugh once in a while and forget those problems.

One fine afternoon out of boredom again [dapat lagi akong bored para may naiisip akong isulat], I typed #onlyinthephilippines on my twitter search and I found these humorous and very true infos that are really only in the Philippines and I wanna share it with you guys! :)

• where family and faith are the center of lives, making us one of the most hospitable people in the world. :) #onlyinthephilippines
• where it's summer all year round and Christmas comes 3 months earlier than the restt of the world. #onlyinthephilippines
• where people would find the smallest things to be happy about even in the saddest situations. :) #onlyinthephilippines
• home of the most hardworking people around the globe. #onlyinthephilippines #OFW
• where everyone is born an artist. from karaoke to videoke. walang sinabi ang American Idol #onlyinthephilippines
• jeeps are #onlyinthephilippines be proud of the 'paki-abot please!'
• kahit walang pera kapag fiesta, mangungutang para may panghanda, magcelebrate and magpasalamat #onlyinthephilippines
• ikaw na ang inutangan, ikaw pa ang mahihiyang maningil #onlyinthephilippines
• home of luksong baka, patintero, piko and other unique sports that give us our character #onlyinthephilippines
• we're very happy people. doesn't matter kung may bagyo, lindol o baha #onlyinthephilippines
• the home of the Pound for Pound King, Most talented kids, Land of the Mother of democracy #onlyinthephilippines
• the home of adobo, sinigang and kare-kare, some of the most delicious dishes in the world. #onlyinthephilippines
• #onlyinthephilippines where cars are important than pedestrians
• #onlyinthephilippines simbang gabi and no one observes lenten season better than pinoys!
• #onlyinthephilippines where children use "po" and "opo" as signs of respect to the others.

Be proud to be Pinoy! I'm proud to be one! :)

#HelpDOT

My "Bakit" List

This has nothing to do with the movie "The Bucket List". Just because I'm bored and I'm thinking of a topic to kill boredom, this "Bakit" List came up my mind. Kung yung Bucket list ay listahan ng mga bagay na gusto mong gawin bago ka mamatay [i've done this before! i've listed 100 things there!], itong Bakit list ko ay listahan ng mga samu't saring tanong ko na resulta lang ng makulit kong pag-iisip! Mga tanong na hindi ko matanong. Mga tanong na ewan ko ba kung tanong nga ba. Mga tanong na hindi ko alam kung may matinong kasagutan. Mga tanong na wala lang masabi lang na nagtanong ako. :P

Oh heto na!

- Bakit madalas kapag may hinahanap tayo, hindi natin mahanap-hanap pero pag hindi naman natin hinahanap biglang sisipot?
- Bakit kapag sumagot tayo ng telephone, "Hello" lagi sagot natin?
- Bakit daw kapag hindi ka swerte sa pag-ibig swerte ka raw sa pera? Meron namang swerte sa dalawa meron din namang hindi swerte sa dalawa? Sino ba tong nagsasabi-sabi ng ganyan?
- Bakit may mga taong ang lakas mang-asar pero kapag sila ang inasar mo ang bilis nila mapikon? Pikon Talo!
- Bakit ba yung karamihan sa mga mahihirap lahat na lang ng problema nila sinisi sa gobyerno. Hindi naman ang gobyerno ang nanganak ng sandosena di ba?
- Bakit yung mga pulubi ngayong bigyan mo ng pagkain ayaw tanggapin? Choosy na? Para silang jeep, may minimun fare! Kaloka!
-Bakit kapag gwapo ang may crush sa iyo umiikot ang mundo mo sa saya, pero kapag pangit ang may crush sa iyo, umiikot ang tiyan mo sa kaba?
- Bakit mahirap matulog pag gutom?
- Bakit masarap matulog pag umuulan?
- Bakit may mga panahon na gusto mong matulog, pero hindi ka maantok. Meron naman antok na antok ka pero di ka makatulog? Labo!
- Bakit may mga taong allergy sa masasarap na pagkain, pinaparusahan ba sila ni God?
- Bakit kapag inutangan tayo, parang tayo pa minsan ang nahihiyang maningil sa kanila?
- Bakit pag di kagandahan o kagwapuhan ang tao na pinapadescribe sayo, ang sagot mo "Mabait sya"?
- Bakit ung 7eleven eh 24/7 open? Wala lang, trip ko lang tanungin!
- Bakit ang hirap maging babae kapag torpe yung lalake?
- Bakit may mga taong tatanungin ka pa kung anong ginagawa mo eh kita na naman nila kung ano ginagawa mo?
- Bakit dito sa Pinas madalas pag nag-announce ang PAG-ASA ng Typhoon Signals and Classes Suspensions, sya namang labas ni Haring Araw? Nang-aasar lang!
- Bakit may mga lalaking gusto ng maraming asawa, isa pa nga lang mahirap na eh? Dagdagan pa?
- Bakit Bahaghari ang tagalog ng Rainbow? Parang ang baho!
- Bakit nung bata tayo, tinuturuan tayo maglakad. Ngayong lumaki na tayo, pahirapan naman magpaalam kapag may lakad?
- Bakit nung bata tayo, pinapatulog tayo sa tanghali. Ngayong matanda na tayo, nasasabihan tayong tamad pag natulog tayo ng tanghali?
- Bakit kapag naghihintay ka ng elevator parating may pindot ng pindot ng button? Kahit ilang pindot mo hindi bibilis ang pagdating ng elevator!
- Bakit ba yung mga sumasakay sa MRT ayaw pumasok sa loob, lahat gusto sa may pintuan! Eh kung gawin na lang kayang isang mahabang pintuan yung tren ng di kayo magsiksikan sa pinto!
- Bakit maraming nakasabit ngayon sa mga bags na hand sanitizer? di naman nila ginagamit? palamuti lang?
-Bakit ung mga shampoo/ conditioner commercials ngayon, obvious na hindi naman totoo ung hair. Parang exaggerated na. Halatang fake.
- Bakit kung kailangan mo makaisip, di ka makaisip?
- Bakit kapag nawala na ang isang tao, saka natin naiisip lahat ng magagandang nagawa nya?
- Bakit, bakit, bakeeeeeet???