do you have a boyfriend yet?

a single girl’s most feared question…

…Yeah, sometimes it gets lonely, but I live for the hope that someday I’ll fall in love and it’ll be perfect.

Whatever comes my way I'm okay with it..

I know I’m right where I belong
But sometimes when I’m not that strong…
I Wish I’d done a little bit more.


… I’m not completely sure of what i want with my life actually, and I still feel that emptiness sometimes but what I know now is that , this life right now is what i want, this is what I decided to be, this life that I’m living right now, the person that I am, the place where I live, the people I am with, and all that is happening in my life right now…this is it! this is what I want with my life. I want to accept it as it is. there maybe something more that I desire or need but i will deal with it everyday, and work for it. i was blinded to look too much about what i want with my life, without realizing that I have so much more to be thankful for, that my life is the life that I want to be. And right now whatever comes my way I am okay with it:)

Living the dream

It been months since I last visited this blog. And there are lots of changes that had happened to me since then and I want to update you guys!

I'm here in Canada now. A dream before and now it become a reality already! I made it here. Thank God for all the blessings you have bestowed upon me. You are really an Awesome God. I've been here for more than a month now. And do you wanna know if I miss the Philippines??? Definitely a big YES! I miss my family and friends there bigtime.

It's been a struggle for me to leave our country and go here to find a better future but I know in God's time, everything will be well in His plan. I've been so dependent with my parents for the longest time and now that I've been away from them, I learned to be independent and make my own decisions which I like because I can say that now I can apply those things and values that they have taught me before and this will help me to be a better individual. I'm so grateful that I have Aunts, Uncles and cousins here who are very supportive and very generous of me. I've been so lucky that I was able to live here in Canada knowing that this is one of the best country in the world to live in.

There will be more challenges that will come my way. I know I can make it. I can reach my goals and make my parents proud! :)

Canada is nice country. Really the best! But nothing beats the fun in the Philippines.

I'll see you soon! :)

This is it!

Honestly, I can't explain how I'm feeling right now. Tomorrow, I'll be leaving this country. I'm leaving my family. And it's a first time to be away! I'm happy because God granted my wish and we've been waiting this for so long. But I'm sad to be away from my loved ones. Ever since the day began, (Hahahaha) I've been dependent to my family. This time, it's gonna be me only. I like the idea that I'll be able to practice now how to be independent and to decide on my own. I'm going to make my dreams a reality sooon!:)

I'm so blessed that I was given a chance to see and work in one of the best country in the world. At first, this gonna be tough but I know I can get through it. Just like what my cousin, Steph, told me, "Ate En its a new adventure not an ending. That's the thing about family, you can always come home! you are gaining another home not losing one!" I'm excited for a new life, new home, new work, new friends, new adventures.

Thank you God! Please guide me on my new endeavor! To God be the Glory!:)