When loneliness strikes me...

There are days that I try to laugh with people but you know that deep inside me, I'm shattered into pieces. To be honest, I'm really happy naman with my life. No regrets or whatsoever. I'm blessed that I have what I have right now. But there are times especially that when you're surrounded with people who are so happy because they have their someone special beside them. You're acting like it's okay but in your mind you're thinking you want to have that someone also beside you.

wapaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakkk! ang emo na naman!

Lapit na kasi Valentine's eh.. and for my 24 years of existence never pa ko lumabas and nakipagdate sa araw na 'to! hahahaha... Hopeless romantic talaga ang emote eh noh! hahahaha.. But I know someday (lapit na) magkakaron na din ako kadate pag Valentine's and I will be the luckiest, happiest, most loved girl pag nangyari yun! chos!

Dear Lord, sana ibigay nyo na po sya.. Ayaw ko naman pong tumandang dalaga!!! hahahahaha... :)

Random Thoughts..

The other night, I was having a hard time making myself sleep. So what I did, I turned on my Ipod and listen to random songs. And while listening, many thoughts came flashing. I then realized that I'm going 25 later this year and I can't believe that! (hahaha.. in denial) But honestly, I keep on asking myself 5 years from now, where will I be???? Am I going to be a full time nurse working in a hospital abroad or here in the Philippines? Am I going to pursue my dreams like to become a photographer and a traveller? Will I have a different career far away from my profession right now? Will I be establishing my own family by that time? Thinking about my future makes me feel excited but at the same time afraid. Afraid, because what if all my plans will not be realized soon. I dunno! I have a lot of dreams and plans for my future but I'm too afraid to step out my comfort zone!

I will just take it one day at a time! hahaha.. :)

I am..

I’m the kind of girl who is quiet in large groups or around people I don’t know; you only see the real me if we’re close. I smile and laugh a lot, especially at the most inappropriate times. I’m a hopeless romantic who’s too afraid to fall herself. I trip over air, up stairs, and over people’s feet. I am the hardest person to offend, but it is all too easy to make me feel horrible. I hate telling people about my problems; they don’t need to worry about me. I’m the one who listens to other people’s problems.I love to think rather than talk. I prefer rainy, cloudy days to sunny ones. I’m awkward, clumsy, shy, strange… but this is me. Take it or leave it.